February 2012
16 posts
Walking away from something you really enjoy is one of the hardest things to ever do. To say hey, this can’t work right now but maybe in the future it will, totally sucks. Because it’s just that, the future, the unknowing all powerful future. Fight club says to let the chips fall where they may, but for someone who has problems with doing that this becomes the hardest thing in the...
I’m so used to the bottom falling out that this feels almost normal. Shame on me for kissing you with my eyes closed so tight
Oh, the chemistry between us could destroy this place
I am the watch you wear, but you forget to wind.
Hidden codes back and forth. This can be our secret, no one has to know. That’s how it’s always been though, real talk in an unreal state of mind. I was hired on as seasonal help but got asked to go part time. Not enough time to earn benefits or overtime. Just enough to pay the bills and get by. Goodnight world, words and wisdom.
I know I always fall asleep on you mid conversation, jet lag will do that. Just know that you were the last thing on my mind.
January 2012
48 posts
Would you rather be right or would you
rather have a relationship?
Miles and oceans away.
You’re captivating while evading
All the questions I have for you like,
“What exactly makes you tick?”
When the guilt sets in tell me
What are we going to do?
i’ll write and write and then erase it all, backSpace backspace backspace. none of these thoughts Are good enough to go public or good enough for you to read. so i’ll keep erasing My words, and you keep erasing me until we’re left with blank pages and no feelings.
kiss me in Philadelphia parking lots
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Sometimes I wonder if I’ve become so good at reading you that I subconsciously do it. I then wonder if I’m already doing it do I mask what you’re actually saying because I don’t want to believe it.
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You come through as a mix of unanswered text messages and luke warm feelings. For what was a fire that burned so hot now is a bed of Luke warm coals. But it’s always what you wanted, and everything is fine as long as you keep this boat anchored at sea, cause the harbor is for locals only.
For all of this
I’m better off without you
Do you regret so
Your loneliness
